Artist Statement:
My self-portrait is much more a representation of my thoughts than either my physicality or other aspects of my life. It represents my drive to learn and compile information and opinions inside my head. On occasion I have found myself under a pile of books, struggling to reach the top as the morning hours approach faster and faster. I have strong opinions, and I stick to them when I believe whole-heartedly that I am right, but that doesn’t mean that I am not open to what other people are saying to me. Although I am a self-proclaimed atheist, I often contemplate both the existence and hypothetical power of God, represented by the light. The question of God’s existence is a personal one in the deepest possible way, because the answer is different for every person. It is a question that I can’t answer for myself now, but I want to be able to in the future. Like the great Saint Thomas Aquinas thought, the path to God is through knowledge, and that I can agree with completely. Maybe God does exist, maybe He doesn’t, but the only way I will find out is to learn as much as possible. It is these opinions and my drive for knowledge that identifies me best.
Trial and Error of Production:
In the fall trimester of my freshman year I took Ms. Martino’s Intro to Photography course, so I had some background working in the darkroom and with film. The self-portrait project was nice because we were allowed to use Photoshop and computer effects to improve our images after we took them. So I began by taking the picture of myself that I would use in the final image and carefully cropped myself out. I then found an image of a large pile of books for me to be climbing. I put myself in, played around with different levels and added a camera flare for the light I wanted. I was all set to print when I found out that my image was barely larger than my thumb. Unfortunately I had to go back, find a larger image, and redo the whole thing before I could even start the process. I finally got my correctly sized negative and began to print. I ran a few tests, and after some errors with the enlarger were fixed, I had myself a self-portrait that looked great. I learned a lot in the darkroom during this time, and if I had to do it over again, I’m sure it would be easy for me.
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